HELP!?! QUESTION ABOUT "DOWN THERE"?!?

Okay, erm sorry if the question sounds a bit funny or disturbing LOL but it's true... I'm 17 and me and my boyfriend are going to have very soon and I'm nervous because my (in my opinion) looks disgusting. I'm not sure if I'm correct or if my is just normal and I'm worrying over nothing. Firstly, I have anxiety so this might be the case. My inner lips are long and thick and overstretched because when I was younger I used to stretch them thinking nothing would happen. Now they're all wrinkly and plus, they're purple/black and the rest of my is light brown. Also, the pubic hair is a bit hairy than most girls, but pretty average, nothing too shocking. What do you think? What is the grossest you have ever seen? Help?!