I have such a jaded, surreal view on love, will I ever find it?

Love is not something you get in and out of it. When you are in, you can never get out. Too many people ask questions about love as if they don't know the source of it all. Love emanates from the Supreme Personality of Godhead and we feel it when we purely show it to someone else. When that love has been found, there is no way you can say it slip... It is also hard for us to understand love because we all are conditioned souls, so I get your point a little bit...I get really frustrated with this nonsense concerns and misinterpretation of Love by humanity at large. When you have lust or are anxious, please don't call it love for crying out loud!!!